What is going on?

I kept asking myself.
What the heck is going on?

Why is this happening?

That's why I hate people of that age.
Why do they have such a big EGO?

When they tell young people to put aside their own pride,
they are the ones who have been sucking on their own EGO,
and letting it blind their eyes.

Isn't there always greater good?
Aren't we all a team?
Aren't we supposed to share and dream together?

WHAT's WRONG WITH THESE PEOPLE????

I kept telling myself, don't let this rage eat my heart up.
I am not going to be the monster that I hate.

I am better than that.

But their insufferable EGO is just so hard, so so hard to swallow.

I almost throw up.

I don't know. Maybe I should just give up?
I mean give up this community.

It was so naive of me, dreaming that our generation could actually be the bridge on the split among those on top with powers, and those on the ground with thoughts.

Okok, there is just too much me.
It's not about me.

It's about how a single person's bitterness and rage could tear the whole thing down.
I just happen (or is it?) to be right at the centre of the deconstruction.

This is really tiring.
Why are we even spending time on this... Why?
I couldn't get it... Why?